Thursday, January 29, 2009

About time, huh?

A few pics to start:

My kiddos ;)

All dressed up for Spanish presentations

You better know I won that war! SICK!

I was so geeked about all the movies I brought back!

Our weekly tradition of ultimate frisbee on Sundays. :)

Well my house is a mess and I’m actually home so I figured I better update before another week passes me by again. I can’t believe I’ve been back 4 weeks now! It’s incredible to think how fast time has gone. So what have these weeks held for me?
LOTS!

One of the best things in my life right now has been a new addition since returning and consumes many hours of my day each night. I signed up for DANCE CLASSES and I’m in LOVE! I tend to go 1-3 hours a night depending on the instructors and type of class. It definitely has been me beat some days, but I usually can’t stop smiling and enjoy the time to say the least. The classes aren’t necessarily to teach how to dance. It’s more like aerobic dance with salsa, bachata, meringue, reggaeton, and some hip-hop music.

In our first week back, President Mel Zalaya decided to increase minimum wage by 60%! Can you imagine. Basically it went from $189 to almost $300/month. Still nothing comparatively and still isn’t much here, but thousands lost their jobs because companies, especially small ones, can’t afford to employ them anymore. Thus, on the announcement of this news the town went on strike. We were quickly shipped home after school to ensure that everyone would arrive home that night as people were non-violently striking by being in the streets and basically shutting down circulation. I’ve only seen the effects first hand as school is making cuts on budget areas and we now have to pay our neighborhood guards a lot more each month.

While being back in Teguc, I’ve adjusted pleasantly so. I’ve found little things to help besides just dance like buying a cell phone and buying real milk now. What a difference. I can make calls from my cell phone but I’m going to prefer to leave it for more an emergency and out and about contact need here. It just cost so much more to call the USA from it then it does from my skype that I already pay monthly for. Nonetheless, I’m extatic about having that ease of communication. Technology is such a blessing and something I take for granted.

Random info if you wondered: Tegucigapla is at 3,250 feet above sea level supposedly. We’re up in the mountains I tell you! It’s definitely a lot nicer here than at home, but it’s about 50-60 in the am and in the high afternoon it’s 80. Not scorching hot yet thankfully. It sure is dry and dusty though and I believe it only gets worse and fires start. Also, Tegucigalpa has about 1.25 million people.

Well, last week was a week full of half days to prepare for a new marking period that we are full blown into already while still trying to wrap up last marking period’s grades (or as we call them partials). This week has consisted of morning assemblies for Spiritual Emphasis Week. We have had interesting mornings of worship reggaeton.  Last week I also got to have the pleasure of having a Calvin College from the group that was visiting help in my room for the week. I was dreading it at first afraid my kids would embarrass me and just make the week more of a headache. Rather I totally enjoyed having Dan in my room to have someone shake their head with me and laugh at them, or also say, “Wow. They don’t shut up do they?” Ha ha. It also made me feel old and wonder how the heck did I get on this end of things already? I’ve spent so much time in other people’s classrooms and it’s my turn already to host and mentor someone within my own? WOW! It was an enjoyable priviledge.

On a totally different note, 2 weeks ago our new president was also inaugurated and us Americans got together to watch it. What an experience. I felt very proud to be American. I feel Obama is a great speaker and what an empowering speech! I hope he turns out to be the president that seeks justice as much as he promises. I honestly feel that so often our white presidents are stuck in a position of what we call white priviledge. They can not remove themselves from the lack of understanding of others positions nor can they remove themselves from the position they are in and the stereotypes that come with that. I hope that he truly can be a voice for so many others who don’t have a voice. I’ll continue by just quoting a few of the things he touched on that just wowed me.

“Starting today we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.”

“All this we can do. All this we will do. There are some who question the scale of our ambitions who suggest that our system can not tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short for they have forgotten what this country has already done. What free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined with common purpose and necessity with courage.”

“We are ready to lead once more!”

“To those leaders around the globe who seek to solve conflict, your people will judge you based on what you can build not on what you destroy. To those who claim power through corruption and deceit know you are on the wrong side of the fence of history but we will extend a hand if you will unclench your fist.”

“We can no longer stand indifference of those outside of our borders.”

“It is ultimately the faith and determination of this people on which the future of America lies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levies break, the selflessness of the worker who would rather cut their hours than see their friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter’s courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke but it’s also a parent’s willingness to nurture a child that finally decides our fate.”

Can I get an Amen? Wow. Older generations, have you ever seen so many people at an inauguration addres? Amazing. If you didn’t get chance to see the address visit this address. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjnygQ02aW4 My wonder is what the newspapers at home said. Did the headlines really say First African-American President or are we past that? Is that the focus or not?

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Back at it

After two days of travel, which could have been three with false hopes of being able to volunteer for a $400 vouture ticket, nonetheless, yes, I have safely arrived back here in Tegucigalpa, Honduras. Where do I begin?

Let me start with Christmas break. It was great. It was a blessing to finally be able to be in the arms of my family again and finally make side by side memories with friends again. I've missed you all dearly. It was stretching and very challenging to realize things have changed and things will not be the same when I return again. I found myself really hurting because of this and it will continue to be a process. Change is hard, and it is a process. Thus, the process continues here. I've included some great pictures of the amazing times I had at home. They are just some of the many memories I had. Granted I didn't take a picture at every meal I met up with friends for, many times multiple meals a day, but those too were also enjoyed. So smile with me as we take a quick glance of what occured over my time on American soil. :)

Dinner at our favorite place EL Arriero


Dance! DANCE! oh...and there are videos to proove it! Love you girls.


SNOW! No, 23 is not too old to still make snow angels.


Jenn, Rachel, and I together, as it should be :)


FRIENDS!


Couple of the ladies at the Christmas Kristi party. Thanks so much friends!


My adorable nephew Kyle on Christmas


My incredibly intelligent niece Julia. It was great to have all of the family together, especially the siblings.


A lady that means so much to me, the famous Jeni. Now many of you can have a face to the infamous Jeni that I used to clean for! She's a friend and a lot like another sister. Can't say enough about her.


Las chicas divinas


My New Years date and I ;)


Braving the beach in the winter


BRRRRRR!


Check out the ice!


My dear Betty girl


Naya crew after a night of dancing. I miss it already!


Jason, Mom, and I


Me with my beloved Grandparents


Returning back was a challenge, one only to be done with God's assistance. I was home for enough time to get used to it again and then have to leave. Now I have to get used to this place all over again. It's hard to not really know where home is. I guess it's where the heart is and lately I'm searching for that. The adjustment here is not as hard this time as I knew where I was going, I had people I knew to welcome me with open arms, and a home to walk into that was ironically full of my stuff! I knew how to arrive to my home. I knew to ignore the guys that want to help with your luggage in the airport because then you have to dig out a tip for them, and I knew that I'd be ok. I have had many God sitings that I'd like to share along with culture shock moments. We'll start with the fact that unfortunatly it took Christmas break for me to break down to my lowest, most broken hurting point. However, it is now that God can finally work. I spent the trip back journaling over 20 pages in my journal. God got an ear full finally. :) That alone time was a blessing and needed. I also saw God when I was seated next to a man on the trip into Teguc who has a missions organization here in HN. He was a joy to talk to and felt quite fatherly in fact. I look forward to hopefully joining up with them to help translate some weekend. It was also a blessing to receive my luggage, have a safe landing in Tegucigalpa, be welcomed by friends, and have loving friends who are there to ask boldly and honestly listen to what I've been through and where I'm at which is in a place of building upward slowly. I'm thankful for them and that's an honest answer to prayer. I also randomly got to meet one of my neighbor's finally and have made the move to finally redo my room. I've gone on shopping sprees the past two nights to buy a new shower curtain, rugs, curtains, pictures to decorate, a shelf, etc. Why not make it more homey? It's well over due.

The culture shock moments have consisted of poor customer service again (but I'm not keeping my mouth shut anymore), cat calls, stares, and trying to be picked up by men (so funny sometimes), and not having hot water. My body isn't quite sure what to do with 84 degree weather and dust again. I'm fighting to stay healthy.

So here we are after one full day at school already of in-service. Tomorrow the kiddos come, and I'm ready for their hugs...maybe nothing more. :) It's only two days. I know I can do it.

So, I close by thanking and apolgoizing at the same time to my loved ones at home who were patient with me and there for me as I processed the many things I needed to. It's one day at a time and it's still not easy so I appreciate your prayers and continued support.

One step at a time....